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Tuesday, April 15, 2008 If I were forced to describe the recent state of this life of mine, I would have to say: not so much a soothing garden party as a jaunt in a burning plane piloted by some head case on acid. Strange, hair-raising twists and turns. Big emotions. With the details of the daily ride designed to cause unrest. On the other hand, after several days of rain -- spring replaced by a cooler, less user-friendly imposter -- Saturday brought sweet, abundant sunlight and a general lifting of spirits, a state that's remained in place since then. Which I appreciate the hell out of, let me tell you. Have been slowly working my way through what needs to be done to put my life here on hold for now, wading through it all at an unhurried pace, trusting that I've started far enough ahead of time that the last-minute frenzy will be blessedly light on the frenzy part, or at least not so frenzied that needle on the stress meter slides up into the meatiest part of the red zone. Several weeks back, the rehab work that's been making its way through -- and literally rebuilding sections of -- this old building for the last 3.6587 years started on a new phase, laborers showing up every morning and working away on external details of the first couple of floors. After a month or so that crew disappeared, producing a brief period of tranquility that ended last Thursday when a different bunch materialized in the hallway outside this flat. Three males with hammers -- partying wildly as they pounding away at ceiling and walls, removing plaster. Producing a massive sea of plaster chips along with clouds of slowly-swirling white dust. For the first day or two, they didn't bother to cloak stairwell or apartment doors, producing an ongoing cascade of white bits, giving the stairwell a stylishly impressive post-earthquake look from this level all the way down to the foyer. I did not get the entire picture of what the hubbub would mean until I opened the door of the flat to find my welcome mat buried under two or three inches of plaster, chips pushing aggressively into every crack along the bottom of the door. Then glanced back into the flat and realized that dust had been insinuating its way in around the door, saw my footsteps in the pale sheen of powder coating the floor, saw that the bottom of my socks had turned ghostly white. Brief time-out for clean-up, stuffing sheets along door bottom, closing all in-flat doors to minimize dust flow. And even with that, dust sneaks quietly into the living space, turning horizontal surfaces and sock bottoms pallid. The workers inch their way along -- now on the floor below this one, for which I give sincere thanks -- partying away in the middle of the dust, free of cumbersome protective details like breathing masks, calling back and forth in high-speed Spanish, the youngest of them laughing like a hyena. Spent some time talking with a friend about all that, about strange endgame happenings with my good-hearted landlords -- an account of which I swear I will provide someday -- about this strange passage of what passes for my life. And when, post-caffeine boost, we'd paid up and stepped out into the cool springtime air of Madrid, we stood talking more, and at some point I noticed a small face staring up at me from the sidewalk. A passport-photo-sized portrait dropped by an unknown individual, its subject gazing skyward -- at me, at my friend, at the legs of anyone walking by. Hair receding and weirdly cut, looking tired, not exactly overjoyed and a touch lost amid the noise and motion of the 3-D world. There may be a metaphor in there somewhere, but I'm going to spare us all the pain of me digging for it. Later. ![]() ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He is Bonzi! España, te quiero rws 11:15 AM [+] |
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Monday, April 07, 2008 In recent days: James Taylor songs playing everywhere -- from the windows of a car passing on Gran Vía; blasting from the door to a tienda here in the barrio; drifting faintly out the open window of a flat, playing in the background on the radio in a morning caffeine joint as I worked my bleary way through an espresso and a croissant, paging through a morning newspaper. Machine Gun Kelly, You Got a Friend, Sweet Baby James. A sign, apparently, that his recent concert CD arrived here. Can't remember the last time I heard his voice before this sudden onslaught. Centuries ago. Recent highlights from the Spanish press: -- A classic Calvin and Hobbes cartoon, Hobbes ambushing Calvin upon his return home from school. (Final panel -- Hobbes: "He pensado que después de siete horas de aburrimiento en la escuela te gustaría disfrutar de un momento de absoluto terror." Calvin: "Déjame coger el bate para darte las gracias.") -- An article comparing Bush the father with Bush the son, lapsing into English to theorize that W. stands for 'weak.' -- A piece about the HBO show 'In Treatment,' the article's tone coming across as a mixture of intrigued wonderment and objective reportage ("Es puro voyeurismo televisivo...."). -- Ongoing reports about the Spanish real estate 'crisis,' prices now falling sharply after years of wild inflation, the term 'ciudad fantasma' (ghost town) being used -- exaggeratedly or not -- to describe massive construction projects of apartment buildings now standing near empty. Walking through the empty streets of the barrio of Salamanca on a weekend morning, the local world still in bed, en route to an exhibit of minimalist art. On a bench along a sidewalk, a blue baseball cap left by individuals unknown, bold characters enumerating the year '1975' across its front. At the exhibit, staff outnumbered me and two other early-rising art-goers (early in Madrid terms: 10:45 a.m.), drifting after us from room to room to ensure we committed no vandalism. Sports reports about recent bullfights in which bulls got the upper hand, featuring alarming photos of toreros suffering some serious damage. Further sports reports about the Spanish fútbol scene, the season in its final stage, the leading teams all limping toward the end, suddenly incapable of pulling a winning match out of their weekly encounters. Me perched on a stool at a café window, paging through a newspaper, P.J. Harvey playing on the in-house sound system, one of my favorite CD's, one I hadn't heard since... not sure. Millennia. Feeling like a small cosmic balancing out of the earlier James Taylor onslaught. Outside the café window, late a.m. tilted toward early p.m., sky a milky blue. Tourists with slightly desperate expressions (apparently unprepared for the slow coming to of local life on weekend mornings) and drowsy locals pass in clusters. -- runswithscissors: six-pack abs and rhythm to burn España, te quiero rws 8:08 AM [+] |