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Friday, October 31, 2003 Halloween morning here on the hill, just outside the Northeast Kingdom in northern Vermont:
************** Last night's poker game: after picking up three or four respectable pots, I gave it all away and then some in three or four unnervingly massive pots. For a low-ante, allegedly low-bidding game, there were a few points when serious piles of cash accumulated in the center of the table. During the pre-game pizzafest, the hostess received a northern lights alert via a phone call from a friend driving on the Interstate. All present poured out of the house, pulling on footgear, craning necks upward. Where we discovered a majestic extravaganza, centered at the top of the sky's dome and extending from there down toward the horizon in all directions with broad, slowly-shifting streaks of understated reds, blues, greens. Completely eclipsing the two or three other modest displays of northern lights I'd seen in past years. A few folks appeared from other houses, standing in the street with us, one or two talking into cordless phones, passing along the alert. Before the game -- darkness gathering, the moon hanging bright and clear in the western sky above bare trees -- I stepped out the kitchen door into cold evening air to take a look at the scene away from the lights of the house. Moving from the stoop toward the barn, I heard sounds off to my right, a combination of hoofs on ground and alarmed huffing breaths. Three white-tailed deer bounded off across the gravel road into the hilltop's tree cover, nothing visible in the dusk's dim light except splashes of white, tails briefly giving away their owners' location before disappearing in the falling night. Today: Halloween. In past years, no trick-or-treaters have braved the early darkness and long gravel road that leads up from the valley to the few houses spread around the hill here. Far as I know, anyway -- my attendance has been a bit spotty during previous Halloween evenings. I expect to be here tonight, though, a bowl of empty calories waits by the door. Any kids who make the journey to my back stoop will be showered with Kit-Kat bars. rws 8:42 AM [+] |
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Tuesday, October 28, 2003 Heading over to eBay? Go right for the entertainment: feedback! ***************** Dusk, three days before Halloween:
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Friday, October 24, 2003 Got the time? (Don't forget to set the clock first.) Contemplating the price of downloading music. Concorde calls it a day. Warming the oven -- multiple multiples? Badgers, etc. -- what the #*%!! does it all mean? And rediscovering the joy of living! ************* Today, afternoon fading to evening:
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Thursday, October 23, 2003 Two weeks ago, northern Vermont was awash in autumn colors. This morning we're awash in snow:
It may be time to bring in the lawn chairs. *************** Two weeks ago a friend came to visit for a couple of days: G., a great guy -- older, from the Boston area. Lives on Beacon Hill (a locale he claims is getting wackier by the day). Given that the variety of birds in his neighborhood doesn't normally extend beyond pigeons, sparrows, maybe the stray starling or grackle, he spent a fair amount of time checking out the traffic at the bird feeders that hang outside the dining room windows here. There have been wave after wave of migrating birds making stopovers around the house this autumn, and the constant flow of diners at the feeders -- not to mention the sight of passing gangs of robins hunting through the grass in the yard, 30 or 40 strong -- kept him well occupied. Among the waves of birds have been numerous groups of one particular kind, feeding in the grass like the robins. A bit larger than robins, a bit smaller than blue jays. Brown/gray heads; backs, wings brown, mottled with darker coloring; chests lighter, also mottled, becoming lighter down toward the tail; a bright red V on the back of the neck/head; and a marking like a bib or a black half-moon on the upper chest/neck. Distinctive looking buggers, vaguely familiar, though I couldn't place them. I paged through my field guide more than once, came up with nothing, finally resigned myself to ignorance. (A state of being I inhabit far more than I'd care to admit.) The last morning G. was here, a crowd of the brown birds had shown up, were spread out across the grass, mixed in with an equally large mob of robins. G. asked about them, I confessed ignorance. We pulled out my field guide, he commenced some research. "I think," he finally says, "they're flickers." Woodpeckers -- birds I knew from childhood years north of Albany, N.Y., in the woods on the Hudson. Couldn't be, thought I. They're woodpeckers. I always saw them on trees in those younger years, like the rest of their wood-pecking brethren. I said as much to my friend, he replied, "I don't know, they sure look like flickers." I repeated that they couldn't be -- flickers were woodpeckers, they hung out on trees, blah blah blah. I knew them from the woods, had never seen them doing the ground-feeding thing, and swore up and down to that effect. My friend remained politely doubtful, we went back and forth, me asserting at one point that they couldn't be flickers, that he'd have to take my word on that. Then I finally took a gander at the illustration he'd come across in the field guide. Hmmm. Brown/gray head, dark, mottled back and wings. Light, mottled coloring on chest. Red V. Black, bib-like marking. Sure looked like the specimens out on the lawn. And according to the text, they were ground-feeders. I began backtracking on my assertions, choking down small morsels of crow along the way. Then I went online and checked out three or four reference sites, all of which referred to the flicker as a ground-feeding woodpecker. (Pause to choke down a bit more crow.) And then I noticed that while each of these sites referred to the bird as a ground feeder, the only illustrations they had showed it working away up on the side of a tree. Which made me feel a teeny bit better. A few days before this, another person in my life -- R., a loved one from Greensboro, N.C. -- sent a note in response to this journal's entry of September 29, suggesting that the jumbo arachnid I'd found in my tomato plants was a writing spider. That prompted some fast online research, during which I zipped through two or three web pages featuring pix and info re: writing spiders. What I saw appeared to be different enough that I figured it must be a different spider from the creature that had made a home for itself in my tomato plants, and let R. know that. My research, it turned out, had been too fast, too sketchy -- she supplied a bunch of other URLs that featured photos of writing spiders which were exact or close matches to the specimen on my webpage. In this instance, I at least had the sense to check out the additional information before drawing further buggered conclusions. And if R. hadn't sent along the additional resources to begin with, I would have continued blithely along in my ignorance. And so this is something else I value about the people I love: every now and then there are those moments when they save me from myself. If you know what I mean. ************* A bit of the New York Times' write-up re: the Quentin Tarentino film currently packing them in at movie houses in the both the U.S. and the U.K.: "Kill Bill: Vol. 1 is rated R (Under 17 requires accompanying parent or adult guardian). It has shootings, stabbings, beatings, beheadings, disembowelings, amputations, mutilations, eye-gougings, slicings, choppings, bitings and a spanking. Also some naughty words." rws 8:40 AM [+] |
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Sunday, October 19, 2003 So. The poker game. Last time I made a profit. Not this time. Had more fun, though. (The good thing about nickel/dime/quarter poker games -- profits feel great, losses make little impact.) This game I turned out to be the sole rep. of the male gender. Kind of interesting to sit at a table with three women, all of whom know each other far better than I know any of them. At times, they talked with one another while I listened, my attention drifting between cards and their conversation. I can tell you this: none of them care for Ahhnold very much. We're well into post-technicolor autumn around here. Cold, days often gray, punctuated with periods of sun pouring down through dramatic skies. Two nights ago, the local weather types warned of possible snow yesterday at higher elevations. A friend who spent yesterday up on Bolton Mountain said snow fell all day. (Aiiieeee!!) Yesterday morning: me, sitting here at the computer. I hear a noise from outside the house -- hollow, metallic. In the past that has meant (1) chipmunks trying to climb up the drain pipe from inside [see entry of September 10] and (2) a squirrel climbing up the drain pipe from outside, looking for a way to get to the bird feeders and/or get inside the attic (with no success either way). I go outside, a squirrel head pokes out from the rain gutter, beady eyes giving me the once over. I grab the garden hose, turn it on, shoot a hard, sharp stream of water up there, creating big noise of water against metal, soaking the squirrel. It disappears. To be sure it's gone, I drag the extension ladder out from the garage, climb up to the roof, garden hose in hand. No critter. I send water into the downspout, on the chance the little bugger had squeezed in there to hide. Nothing doing. The squirrel had fled -- with no trees near the house, that means it had to make the big leap to the ground and bolt. Ah, the rustic life. While I was up on the roof, it began to rain, same as last time I had to drag out the ladder and go up top. [See entry of October 8.] A short time later as I got ready to drive into town, the downpour intensified, changing from rain to sleet/hail. Sloppy. Three, four miles down the road, it petered out, the sky lightened. Much more user-friendly. In town, someone from Adamant, a few miles from here, mentioned they'd had about an inch of snow/hail. Went to a film, a fine activity for a gray, cold afternoon -- a French number, Le Cercle Rouge. A thriller of the hard-boiled kind, considered a classic. I can see why. (Other films seen recently: Intolerable Cruelty -- a hoot. I find it hard not to like a film that includes a hit man named Wheezy Joe. School of Rock -- er, well, a B-film, with a sweet disposition and some funny moments along the way. Worth staying with for the big performance number at the film's climax. Jack Black is a bundle of energy; Joan Cusack is a natural resource. And most of all: Lost In Translation -- it warrants all the hype, it bears up under all the ecstatic reviews.) Today: another cold autumn day. Sky mostly filled with restless gray clouds, sunlight making it through from time to time, seeping between fissures in the overcast. Met with the woman who'll be housesitting here while I'm back in Madrid. (A doll -- a capable, hyper-responsible individual I've been blessed to have taking care of the place during my time overseas these last few years.) A month from now I'll be back on the Iberian Peninsula. It will be interesting, I'm sure, to be there once more after 5 months away. Is it just me or have the days been skidding by at an unbelievable velocity? ************* Images from this last Tuesday, the day after Columbus Day, the first one taken here on the hill, the others on a swing through East Montpelier:
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Thursday, October 16, 2003 My earliest memory in this lifetime: Me -- very young, one or two years old -- on the bed in my godparents' bedroom in Queens, N.Y., looking out the window at the El. Their apartment must have been two or three stories up -- the tracks were level with or slightly below the window. My perception of the track slipped back and forth between its matter-of-fact reality and a more extravagant, cartoonized version akin to a roller coaster. My godparents: jovial, social, well-intentioned. Her pretty; him tall, good-natured, bland-featured. They had no children, always seemed awkward with me and so had little to do with me apart from sending a birthday card (no note, just their signatures) and bringing a gift whenever they visited my parents (always something they'd have known I wouldn't like, had they ever conversed with me). My second-earliest memory in this lifetime: Three or four years of age, on a weekend outing with a bunch of boy-scout types -- my parents, my two brothers, some others of both those age brackets. Autumn, north of New York City (the Catskills? Bear Mountain?). Wooded, angled terrain, large rocks scattered around. Bare trees stretching up toward sky, their long shadows angling across ground carpeted with brown leaves. The air quiet, golden with afternoon light. Little sound apart from the crunch of crisp leaves beneath shoes. I remember sitting in the back seat of a car looking out at tree shadows stretching across brown leaves, I remember being out in the cool air, people around me. Didn't especially want to be there, as I recall. Everyone else present was substantially older than my little self, me the only one not involved in scouting. That last remained the case throughout my childhood. Both my brothers spent years in the scouts, both my folks put in time as den parents. Everyone but me, and when it came down to it, remaining uninvolved suited me fine. Didn't want to wear uniforms, didn't want to do merit badge projects, didn't want to be part of these strange groups of kids under the tutelage of uniform-garbed grown-ups. And never was. ************** Deep autumn has settled in here, most of the bright colors have faded away. A time that always feels a bit dreamy to me, inward-looking. Meditative. Conducive to drifting through memories, as I found myself doing on waking up this morning, huddled under warm covers, the air in the house cool. Finally roused myself, saw a landscape briefly sunlit before clouds crept in. Grabbed the camera, went out into cold a.m. air for a while.
Tonight I attend a poker game. [See entry of September 27.] Last time I couldn't seem to get myself into playing form -- repeatedly dropped cards on table and floor, couldn't remember games (it had been close to four years since my last attendance at a poker bout), couldn't seem to clear away mental cobwebs. Yet managed to win a bit of $$$. Not much, but still an achievement given my general fogginess. Will attempt a clearer, more respectable showing this evening. Later. rws 10:47 AM [+] |
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Monday, October 13, 2003 This morning, the colors in this part of Vermont past their peak, the countryside heading into stick season:
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Sunday, October 12, 2003 This morning, out in cool, damp October mist:
***************** The 2003 Ig Nobel Prizes were awarded on Oct. 2, and it appears to be a bumper crop, well worth investigating, including: For ENGINEERING: "The late John Paul Stapp, the late Edward A. Murphy, Jr., and George Nichols, for jointly giving birth in 1949 to Murphy's Law, the basic engineering principle that 'If there are two or more ways to do something, and one of those ways can result in a catastrophe, someone will do it' (or, in other words: 'If anything can go wrong, it will')." For PHYSICS: "Jack Harvey, John Culvenor, Warren Payne, Steve Cowley, Michael Lawrance, David Stuart, and Robyn Williams of Australia, for their irresistible report 'An Analysis of the Forces Required to Drag Sheep over Various Surfaces.'" For PSYCHOLOGY: "Gian Vittorio Caprara and Claudio Barbaranelli of the University of Rome, and Philip Zimbardo of Stanford University, for their discerning report 'Politicians' Uniquely Simple Personalities.'" And for ECONOMICS: Karl Schwärzler and the nation of Liechtenstein, for making it possible to rent the entire country for corporate conventions, weddings, bar mitzvahs, and other gatherings." For all that and more, check out the winners page. rws 2:49 PM [+] |
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Thursday, October 09, 2003 Photos from recent days as spectacular October weather has settled in over northern Vermont:
***************** Notes from the last week [cont'd. from yesterday's entry] Lunch. At the home of an old friend, D., in a small town off I-89, New Hampshire. D. trained as a vocalist. Classical music/opera. In the course of conversation, she mentioned that a musician friend of hers was in town for his annual two-month stay. Another musician, a keyboard player. With many years experience, someone with whom D. has a history of collaboration. She sings, he plays, songs from the classical repertoire and music of a more new-age bent, composed by him. D. says singing with him is an experience. He prefers not to, er, over-prepare the classical pieces. He prefers not to polish them, would rather let the music speak to him in the moment, which D. says leads to some distressingly loose performances. He prefers, apparently, to play his own music. All of which seems to produce mixed experiences for D. when they collaborate. While he's in residence in this small town, he plays at a local church, a church that apparently gets mired in politics and its own brand of small-scale bureaucracy. Going through the channels it takes to arrange a recital there would take a while, enough that it's possible his two months in the town would come and go before he could get a slot scheduled in. Which led him to do a kind of end-run, arranging to use the space after a weekly 10 a.m. prayer group, whose members -- middle aged and elderly women -- all stay to listen to him play for an hour. Him and D. A little classical, a lot of his stuff. Every week during his stay in the town. And here's the thing: he's a cross-dresser. A married, 72-year-old cross-dresser, playing for a group of older small-town women, once a week for an hour. In a nice blouse and long skirt, with make-up and earrings, maybe a scarf, low-heeled shoes. D. says he takes great care in how he presents himself. He takes pride in the product, likes to be told how good he looks. And apparently he passes, as an elderly, conservatively-dressed, matronly type. Playing self-penned new-age tunes once a week for church women. Honest to god, I love this life. ************** A teeny linkfest: Stealth disco! Going wild with elmo! And "I feel your pain" goes high-tech. rws 5:10 PM [+] |
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Wednesday, October 08, 2003 Today, 7:45 a.m., out in the yard -- the start of an Indian Summer morning after a night of hard frost: ![]() **************** Notes from the last week: Last Wednesday (Oct. 1): Bumpersticker in Montpelier, VT, seen on the car of a dog owner: Dog Is My Co-Pilot (which brought to mind a bumpersticker seen many years ago: DYSLEXICS UNTIE!) Thursday: Woke up at 7 a.m., rolled out of bed, began getting ready to drive down to New Hampshire, then Eastern Mass., where I'd be spending most of the weekend running from one place to another. The bird feeders at the dining room windows were wildly busy, between the local winged buggers and their migrating brethern/sistern. Some hairy woodpeckers have become regular visitors during these last months -- big, handsome, entertaining critters that have been nice to have around. Except that they've taken to pecking away on one of the eaves at this end of the house. Somewhere in the course of eating and packing for the weekend, I heard the sound of one of them tapping away on the house -- not music to a homeowner's ears. I scared off the bird, pulled on a jacket and boots, went outside to take a look at the state of the eave end. One board of which turned out to be riddled with holes. Bunches of holes, some small, some big and ragged. Damage getting progressively more serious, the kind that could not be ignored. And as rain began falling, I pulled the extension ladder out of the garage, leaned it up against the end of the house. Found a piece of plywood, sawed it into a shape that would fit over the damaged area. Found a hammer and nails, climbed the ladder, nailed the patch down. Not the kind of morning I'd anticipated, but this, sometimes, is life. Packed the car, headed south. The only two politically-themed bumperstickers seen en route: in Montpelier: LIKE FATHER LIKE SON -- ONE TERM! in New Hampshire: Anyone but Bush! [this piece in progress -- more to come] rws 8:12 AM [+] |